Today feels like a Monday…just getting started…type feeling if the day.
Where you are preparing for a best week ahead or to survive another day.
The difference between the two are outlook. And how you decide to see things.

We can say we want good things…but when it really boils down to it. We buckle under pressure. This is when the “tough get going” the will, the know how, the I’m going to get this done… regardless of what other say.

It’s creating a schedule. It’s doing things that make you feel uncomfortable. But give you a result. It’s kinda like working out, and expecting to get your tail handed to you because you want results. But only walking on the treadmill because that’s comfortable…so check…I’ve done the gym.

So why do we expect results when We aren’t changing… because it’s supposed to be easy. We expect the wrong timing…and then get upset when our expectations aren’t met.

To get the results, I have achieved. I work my arse off. Literally everyday…in my mind. Because I still struggle with feeling bigger. With eating… because I love to cook and I must watch my portions, with activity stying active as much as possible. 🕵🏾‍♀️

It’s hard to maintain.

It’s easy to slack off.

Period. 👏🏾

It’s even harder to continue to do it…

Do I want to quit. Everyday.💯

Do I want to get up at 355am…each morning…not really…✌🏾

What drives me. My family…👨‍👩‍👦

Knowing what they will, say or think…and I want so badly for things to change. My drive. Is to never ever have to live in the system. Never have to worry. Never have my kid be that kid…that I grew up being, and living. I refuse…why do I do this business. For my family. To change what I have been seeing.

I’m done with it. I’m done with just coming short. With going around the mountain again.

Nothing changes if nothing changes.

So I changed. 💁🏾‍♀️

And I’m not turning back.🏃🏾‍♀️

22 👉🏾12😳

Xxl- Lg… probably could be medium.

How? 🤷🏾‍♀️

I DID not, Do Not…Quit.🙋🏾‍♀️

People say is there a guarantee?…not on clinically proven products. I lost 80lbs …but being as consistent as possible. And you can too! The guarantee is in you…the products work…just get that out your head…I’ve literally lost almost 100lbs lbs before your eyes…

But you don’t want to hear that…👉🏾

You want to hear…I didn’t take the product…and I lost…well, that’s not my story. I was working out, eating well and only lost 5lbs. I was discouraged and desperate. When I jumped in I was ready…🏃🏾‍♀️

When you make a decision to take care of yourself… quitting has to be a bygone era. Literally…you can’t be in one day out the next…you must be committed to see yourself on the other side of not quitting.

I’m determined to see myself on the other side of me…NOT QUITTING.

Like I typically do…when it gets hard. Not anymore. ✌🏾

If you are willing to take quitting off the table… message “Ready” And let’s create a plan together…of not quitting! 🥰💁🏾‍♀️

Failing…

I’m so good at failing, I’m good at giving up, I start things and don’t finish, I say I’ll do something and don’t, I also quit with my mouth, I’m a master procrastinator…and queen of it doesn’t work for me…

NOT ANYMORE…why because I finally fixed what was wrong all the other times I decided to do something…it was me. I had to fix myself…my mindset…how it would turn out. Everything. In the past…I would tell myself..I’ll try this…out for 1 month and if I don’t see the results…I’m looking for…it doesn’t work for me. I’m done…then I go about my days sharing with folks how…this didn’t work for me…” girl… don’t do that”…it didn’t work for me…when still in the back of your head you still feel like it may work for you. 

I’m only sharing what I have done. No shade…but it’s the truth. Why would you want to ” try” something for a month…? When the first couple weeks you’ll look at the products and tell yourself you don’t have time to use them…I forgot…then the last week comes around…you start using the products…then say it doesn’t work for me. Since when did a week of sacrifice yielded any sort of success in the past. 

When I finally told myself…girl…why are you buying the products and not using them…it was 3 months of products coming in…to finally say okay…let’s do this…for real this time. This is why…I know you can do it too… because of my own pitfalls. 

It’s hard to change everything you’ve known for the unknown…but that’s faith! It takes faith in yourself to believe that this is the last time. The monthly items are an investment in yourself. To be disciplined…to finally get to your goal. But first…you gotta take Try out the equation…anytime I said try…I quit. Period. It’s an easy out. 

So you say you want to try…it…what exactly are you going to try?? Instead change it up…I’m going to do this! I’m going to crush this goal! It’s up to you. I can’t change your mindset…my job is to recommend the correct products to benefit you and your goals. 

I’d love to help you crush your goal…I have a VIP group! It’s like minded folks achieving the same goals…! I challenge you this week to notice when you say try…and notice what happens next. I love you. You’re worth a monthly subscription…to reach your goals! 

June 30, 2020

Disappointment has been my life. Since I can remember… disappointment after disappointment. 

I’ll start from the jump.

The end of 2019. I was optimistic. Hoping the disappointing stuff would not happen. 2019 I felt like I was beat up. So much happened that year…but the most disappointing was losing my spiritual mom, church, church family all in one. Then my sister broke up with her longtime boyfriend…which shouldn’t bother me or my family…but for some reason…that was disappointing too. I lent money out to family members to not get back when they shared was disappointing. Having over 30,000 gone in less than a year is disappointing. When the end of the year came…I was so excited for 2020 I didn’t know what I needed…all I knew is that I was done with all the stupid shit…I hope you understand.

In addition to all of that…I was diagnosed with severe anxiety. The job I was working on addt to my side hustle…was for real killing me. I kept saying it’s all good I can do it. When I was having ibs symptoms, headaches, sweats and constipation. One day I clocked in as a remote agent and had a bloody nose for 20 minutes on my day off. I knew that was the end but I didn’t want to quit my job. Stability. 

I took myself off work…to figure out what was going on with my body. I’m not a spring chicken…so I wanted to be safe. I was so diagnosed with anxiety and to go to these classes and take this medicine for a year and we’ll see…

I wasn’t comfortable because I didn’t want to take their medicine for a whole year or more…so I immersed myself in the Lord. Listening, praying, seeking…what was next. And I just hear the Lord telling me to quit. This was November 18, 2019. When the Lord told me…I gave you the job, now give it back. 

Now I’m trippin’. No money saved. How are we going to get through. God always has a ram in the bush! 

So Daddy took care of that. 

Prior, in April 2019 I was going for a huge promotion. I worked so hard for it. Nothing.

May 2019 worked hella hard. Nothing. 

June 2019 worked even harder. 

Nothing.

I had my dreams and goals written on the mirror and I just wiped it off…I was incredibly disappointed. 

Prior in 2017. The Lord told me. We were going to move.to a house…I got.so excited…I started moving…looked at houses, had a realtor, got quotes and qualified all for it not to happen. When I felt the Lord said it was going.to happen.

In fact…since 2017. I’ve had parking wars, different infestations of bugs…I had some weird nettle and European beetles also known as roaches walk into my house from the outside. I’ve asked about them spraying. They do…but because the houses are so old. And not as kept up…my front door has a huge gap…so they just walk in. I’ve asked many times for the management to replace the door and the weather stripping as well as the Gap and I get vain actions and promises that never get taken care of.

Disappointment. 

The Lord told me you’re going to Florida with no money…and God provided it all. To access huddles and everything. God showed up and showed out. But when I got home I was smacked with disappointment.

My mom almost died, due to horrible pneumonia and COPD…then I had a horrible toothache. My dad fell off a ladder. You know… stupid shit. Distractions. Disappointment. 

My brain is still on what God has told me but for some reason…I was stuck. All arsenal was gone. I had no confidence, motivation, peace or excitement and I have the best job ever…in my opinion. But feeling super stuck like I am in quicksand and I’m going down fast. 

I didn’t realize my hope was deferred. And my heart was sick… Proverbs 13:12 

The rest of that scripture hardly ever get quoted past…what it says about making your heart sick. But it says that when the desire comes it’s like a tree of life. And after I felt so good chatting about it on.my live the Lord began.to minister to me. About my hope and disappointment. 

And I began to cry. And weep and in the crying and weeping the Lord began to show me where I first was faced with disappointment. And that was when I was 8 and my whole life changed. When. My parents went to jail. ( My book to come) and it was them I realized it was a root of bitterness…for so long…I asked the Lord to rout it out…in Jesus name. So I can be what I am called to be and who I am called to be. And where I am called to be. 

My whole life…has disappointment. To the point where I was stuck. When I quit my job…I knew I needed to dig in to my side hustle and hey it in…but I was stuck and distracted. And wallow in self condemnation wondering why…what the Lord has spoken had not come to pass. 

I’ve been so scared to share that I’m going for the same promotion as last year. I’ve been scared to say…my business took a huge dive…2019. thinking I have it all taken care of without God. Because I had money…I could take care of it. 

I’m going for the same promotion diamond…but the Lord told me to believe for more…and I said triple diamond which is a great rank by the way…insert comp plan…but God said more. 

And in my disappointed heart. I said no. 

Today I am the Lord. Showed me it was my hope that was delayed. It was not hand. I just didn’t believe it would happen…with all the disappointments in my life. 

But that changes today. I’m going for the biggest promotion. Today is the last day to promote. And I’m not giving up. 

I can actually say. He is faithful. He will come through. Even though what I see around me is… everything but. I’ve quit many things in my life. And I will not do that this time. I will get to my goal. Whether it is now… tomorrow or in another year. I trust God will work it out. For my good.

I pull up the root of bitterness in myself and anyone who reads this. I pray that because you read my disappointments and I’m still standing, that this gives your hope for your future. Jeremiah 29:11

Beloved, you don’t have to be disappointed… You can Be free! Life to your hands and ask the Lord to show you where disappointment lies…and then allow the Lord to uncover…which hurts… but healing will occur! And when it does…you’ll be able to identify disappointment at its site. Amen 

I pray my transparency helps whoever reads this. May the Lord bless you and keep.you and shine is countenance and peace on you all the days of your life! Bless God! 

Your cheerleader, consultant and friend

Yoooooo!!! 👀

Hiiiiiiiiii🙋🏾‍♀️ I’m Charon! ( Sha-ron) cause y’all… I’m👏🏾Not👏🏾 Sharon! 👏🏾💁🏾‍♀️ Okay now that we got that out the way…✌🏾

I’m a 37 year old mom of one beautiful boy! And wife to my husband as you can see I’m down with the swirl! Okaaaaay!!! 🙋🏾‍♀️ 😂I’m a woman of God first and foremost! I don’t play when it comes to the word of God. As for me and my household we serve the Lord. 

I’m a business woman! My first business was a beaded Bobby pins business. I made from hand. I loved it!  I still have the page up here on Facebook!! I still do them…when I have time! It’s a labor of love! 

My next business…is the Anointed Baker! I am anointed to cook and bake incredibly well!! Anyone who knows me…knows I’m kinda like a black Martha Stewart…lol my Instagram page has a bunch of my plates, cakes and cupcakes. From that I did over 100 live videos on Periscope! Legit! Showing folks how to make foods from scratch! My super power! I then launched a dinner club page…http://bit.ly/mydinnerclub to Join where I give my tips, tricks, and folks can post their original created foods! I’ve written 2 books on Amazon. One is called Your Baking is Whack…cause it is without my book http://bit.lywhackbaking the next is Sauces to keep your man…cause every man loves sauces! http://bit.ly/saucybook I have an LLC for that and different platforms I use to promote that. I’m on most platforms due to business…

My last and current business…I am a distributor for Itworks global! We are a debt free company! And right now in the midst of all of the transition… Itworks global declined and shared that the millions of dollars they turned down can be used for another business that needs it. The team I’m on is #2…so we have fantastic work ethic with systems in place. Every month we do giveaways! Itworks global is also a Christian business. With integrity. The products work, which it’s why it’s called it works… otherwise…we wouldn’t be successful! 

I have 2 younger sisters! They have beautiful families. I’m an Auntie of 5! Lol I sing, I paint, I draw, I encourage and edify the folks around me. 

I’m a Zumba instructor! I’ve lost over 70lbs using itworks products and working my butt off doing Zumba 3 sometimes 5 times a week. 

I recently realized I write way to much for Facebook. So I created a separate space to house my candid feelings and journey. My prayer is that this is a place for your breakthrough and for the light to come on. Amen! Thanks for being here!!

Its YOUR TURN BOO!

I have never felt so confident in my life…I went from feeling busted and combusted…to getting snatched! 🏋🏾‍♀️

Believe it or not…I never took pictures like this. EVER. 

Angled face shots were my jam 🤳🏾

I never thought I would ever be to the point where I felt comfortable putting on a bathing suit and taking a picture for all to see. I’m the girl…with the cover up. Or with shorts…or with a towel on…

Being over 266lbs…or even not knowing who you are…out me in this stuck place. And being stuck sucks.

It’s a paralyzing feeling…it’s the feeling that stops us from moving forward. It’s the feeling of procrastination and self sabotage.

It’s knowing what needs to be done and not doing it, it’s not asking for help, it’s thinking it’s for her and not me, it’s taking yourself out of the equation.

But why?

Because I didn’t feel confident. I didn’t know who I was…let alone feeling comfortable…about it. 

I thought being confident was talking about how confident you are… Chile…I can talk.

But my actions didn’t line up.

It was me not knowing who I am. And being confident in that. 

In reflection…I had it all along I just never realized it. You may be the same. I have never felt so inadequate. I remember telling my husband how inadequate I felt. In all my life. And in that reflection…I realized I didn’t know who I was.

I sat down and looked at my life and thought about all the times I did things for other people. The root of it was me doing things for folks in hopes of validation of love for me. Whew*

I needed validation from folks so badly. It was an addiction…and an idol. 

I wanted so badly to be accepted by folks. I wanted to be seen and heard. And sometimes…I still feel that way. But Daddy God is working on me. 

My validation comes from Christ Jesus. And what He says goes in my life…it’s what has brought me the confidence to post these pictures daily. And feel them…I enjoy them… before I post them!! So I don’t care…if you like them…I already have peace about what is posted. Amen. 

In addition to the Lord with me who I was I had to do the work. He puts His super to my natural and now I’m feeling amazing…and confident in the Lord. This is not a chip…is a deep knowing non who I am and whose I am…and being at peace with it.

I am who he says I am. And I’m loving my new body! I’m loving my new found energy…I’m loving everything about this journey…it’s been almost two years of this…

And I am finally seeing the end result. I’m not going to procrastinate. I’m going forward. 🏃🏾‍♀️

I’m taking folks with me…those who are tired of being stuck…tired of procrastinating thinking it’s going to fall in your lap…let’s go boo! Forward March! 💂🏾👊🏾

Who knew…

Eating…was a huge problem for me… in terms of losing weight.

When I was 266lbs. I thought the way to lose weight…was to not eat or to restrict what I was eating. Realizing that was the wrong way…was the key to me losing over 70lbs. 

I used to just eat a salad…and think I’m going to lose so much weight. And the reality was…my body was going into starvation mode. And pulling from stored fat… because my body was going crazy… because I wasn’t giving it the essentials it needs to burn fat. Whew*

When I was eating… nothing…for breakfast…lunch was at 2-3pm…then dinner I would eat so much…I would get the seconds. Then at night…I would eat a bag of my favorite chips…while mindlessly watching TV. And hoping to lose weight… because…I didn’t eat anything right?!

This mindset…had to change for me in order to move towards my goal of 100lbs. So now…when I see my friends…say they have struggled losing weight…I know the full feeling.

Our body’s are absolutely amazing! We can put the right combination of essential amino acids to create energy to sustain…your day. In the same breath…you can find the right combination to lose weight. 

In my full opinion…the reason why we don’t lose weight…is a lack of determining the problem…is lack of nutrition, lack of fat burning, lack of movement, lack of belief…all these are contributors to you not achieving your goals.

When you tackle these mindsets by asking yourself the hard questions you…will reach your goal. 

What I have found for me are clear solutions… what was lacking in my body I was able to find a phenomenal solution to the problem at hand…now we are losing weight!

What are lacking? What problem do you have you need a solution for?! 

When you are clear with these answers for yourself…you will see change! You will reach your goal!!! 

This is how I know I can help…you, because I know this can change your lifestyle to live your best, most energetic beautiful life.

You must get real…and change some habits…and allow to be moldable…to see your goal! 

You can do this!