The jump off 🦘

Today feels like a Monday…just getting started…type feeling if the day.
Where you are preparing for a best week ahead or to survive another day.
The difference between the two are outlook. And how you decide to see things.

We can say we want good things…but when it really boils down to it. We buckle under pressure. This is when the “tough get going” the will, the know how, the I’m going to get this done… regardless of what other say.

It’s creating a schedule. It’s doing things that make you feel uncomfortable. But give you a result. It’s kinda like working out, and expecting to get your tail handed to you because you want results. But only walking on the treadmill because that’s comfortable…so check…I’ve done the gym.

So why do we expect results when We aren’t changing… because it’s supposed to be easy. We expect the wrong timing…and then get upset when our expectations aren’t met.

To get the results, I have achieved. I work my arse off. Literally everyday…in my mind. Because I still struggle with feeling bigger. With eating… because I love to cook and I must watch my portions, with activity stying active as much as possible. 🕵🏾‍♀️

It’s hard to maintain.

It’s easy to slack off.

Period. 👏🏾

It’s even harder to continue to do it…

Do I want to quit. Everyday.💯

Do I want to get up at 355am…each morning…not really…✌🏾

What drives me. My family…👨‍👩‍👦

Knowing what they will, say or think…and I want so badly for things to change. My drive. Is to never ever have to live in the system. Never have to worry. Never have my kid be that kid…that I grew up being, and living. I refuse…why do I do this business. For my family. To change what I have been seeing.

I’m done with it. I’m done with just coming short. With going around the mountain again.

Nothing changes if nothing changes.

So I changed. 💁🏾‍♀️

And I’m not turning back.🏃🏾‍♀️